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Wednesday, 21 February 2007

  • New world forming
    Picturesque in its stance
    Midnight calling
    Moonlight shadows start to dance

    For the dark finds ways of being
    Engraved in the light
    And the heart bears indentations
    Of yesterdays hurting child
    The now we will run with smiles
    The morrow will heal the night so
    Morning comes
    Midnight make fast with the sun
    I can hear my name be reborn
    On the cloud within the sky beneath the dawn
  • What to do, what to do?

    In an attempt to cheer up a bit, i'm trying to think of things to keep myself occupied so I don't wander off. So far, I've only thought of hanging out at either Pedro or James' house after school a few times and riding around with Dad on others. There's the possibility of hanging out with Jackie too. Maybe I can work on my skill and join a club of some sort.  Football team maybe? I could be a running back or a wide receiver. Quarterback is out because I can't throw to save my life. I could write a lot more and think aboot how to achieve my goals or even become a photographer and graphics artist. Even a programmer. Now that would bring in some decent cash compared to most jobs available today. All I have to do is create programs for whoever I work for and get paid to sit at a computer all day. It'd be fun. Or would it? O_o Who knows.
      
        Wow after talking to Caitlin, Tracy, and Sammy I feel a much better now. Venting really does make you feel better after a random period of sadness. I <3 Caitlin and Tracy, they're two of my closest friends. Now I wonder who's hanging around on AIM that I can talk to..

    >.>

    Song I'm currently listening to and happen to know the words

    Empty Apartment - Yellowcard

    Call me out
    You stayed inside
    One you love
    Is where you hide
    Shot me down as I flew by
    Crash and burn
    I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

    Answer no to these questions
    Let her go, learn a lesson
    It's not me, you're not listening now
    Can't you see something's missing?
    You forget where the heart is

    Take you away from that empty apartment
    You stay and forget where the heart is
    Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

    Waking up from this nightmare
    How's your life, what's it like there?
    Is it all what you want it to be?
    Does it hurt when you think about me?
    And how broken my heart is

    Take you away from that empty apartment
    You stay and forget where the heart is
    Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

    It's okay to be angry and never let go
    It only gets harder the more that you know
    When you get lonely if no one's around
    You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
    We came together but you left alone
    And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
    Maybe someday I will see you again
    And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

    Take you away from that empty apartment
    You stay and forget where the heart is
    Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay



    I shall update with another song once I find lyrics.
  • Well it's been almost 24 hours now since anyone actually spoke to me without me speaking to them first. I mean, am I that bad of a person? It's really taking a toll on me. Everyone's being so distant. If this does sound emo, so what? It's not like someone cares.

Tuesday, 20 February 2007

  • Happy Birthday Erisel! May you have fun on you 17th year of life.


























    And no, I don't like Erisel in that sense. She's just a friend! What? Stop looking at me like that.

Monday, 19 February 2007

  • Its hard to believe
    That theres nobody out there
    Its hard to believe
    That Im all alone
    At least I have her love
    The city she loves me
    Lonely as I am
    Together we cry

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